Devastated,hatred,self-loathed,anger and more is all that I think about myself for the past couple of weeks.In about 18 days I will be gone to pursue my degree at UiTM,and frankly speaking I'm not prepared to leave and I felt everything happened too fast and I can't appreciate any single thing that occured in my life.
The day UPU result was released which is on 30th July which happened to be the day of my birthday is where my life fallen apart.I got course that I try to avoid the most and got rejected from my universities that I wanted to be for the next 5 years.Oh and the most fun thing is I got the last choice of my option in the upu result.Claps!
So now,I just try to accept it and just believe that God has a better plan for me and maybe my luck/happiness/carrier/*anything that involve in a positive way is waiting for me.Honestly sometimes I felt that life is so UNFAIR,like some people just got whatever they want just like that,they're so lucky in any way,they have a happy decent life,everything seems to be so smooth for them,they don't have to experience all the difficulties,they don't have to work hard/keep asking for what they want and the list goes on and on.
But I know that probably my luck will come to me somebody and I just have to stay strong in order to face all the challenges that coming ahead and InsyaAllah one day everything will turn upside down and I will be free from this unfairness that I constantly felt.Amin.
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