Crushed

         Heyyyyyyyyyyyyy, today is the day that I will be leaving my house that I have been since 4 months ago. Frankly,I didn't know what I did during all those time,it felt like just yesterday I was happily packing all my stuff to move out from kuaz forevaar and know I am packing for my degree at uitm.

         Distraught,anxious,sad,melancholic,and angst is the feeling that have been surrounding me for the past few days.If I can turn back the time,I want to do it all over again but I can't.It's IMPOSSIBLE. Yeah I know.

          I'm gonna miss everybody plus everything and every little memories I'll remember and for sure I'm gonna cry during my first night without my family.I wish that time can stop. I don't know how people actually can survive this type of feeling you know...the feeling of leaving your family behind..it just never gets easier.

           I think I'm gonna write all the things that I'd done for the past few months...