Last day of 2019,and here i am writing to myself.
Lets recap.
To be frank,i'm not sure how 2019 changed my,whether I've been better,still the same me,or I've grew up.Seriously,how do people acknowledge that? I'm really amuse of people whom can measure of their achievement.
The first half of 2019,I think a bit sweet and sour.There are happy and bad moments but one things that still stay with me till today is my self-doubt,my self-hatred,my self-conscious.Oh dear me,please just love yourself,it's okay if people felt uncomfortable or leave you.You must love yourself and always prioritise your own need not other people.
Writing on the last day of 2019 somewhat makes me feel empty,sad,heartbroken because i know that I can do soo much but i'm myself retained my own self to stop doing it.
SELF-LOVE
-still lack of it,which i do not know why.Sometimes the feeling of acceptance by other people really makes me happy but to get that feeling is not easily cause not every people will be around you or love you.So you have to love yourself.
Start making decision my dear self.
Lets focus on 2020 and get all the things that you want to do!
