Hello,this past few days hit me on how much lonely/alone i am and how my life is actually depend on people.You know sometimes I do realize that I tend to get attached to people,hence I get easily jealous when people around me do not really want to talk to me or they left me because I am not the type of person who if funny or fun to talk with,well I know that.Therefore I get totally upset,why people can't find themselves being comfortable around me? why am I sooo boring that I can actually reply to the conversation or create a conversation? It's total annoyed!
But today,I decide that I dont care anymore.You know what,I am quiet,I am not fun,I am social intovert,I am loser in conversation because that is me!
I dont need to satisfy other people,I dont need people around me,I can live on my own with the guidance of Allah.Screw them!
So to me,keep strong,you are who you are,that's okay for you to be sad but dont cause it to overwhelm you.Be grateful of what you are and be proud of your true identity,because that is what made you You!